Egg Basket (sculpture, 2007; photo by Greg Mullin) |
In a previous life, my art medium was tiny seed beads, which
I wove with needle and thread into small sculptures and jewelry. Although I
sold some of my work, a much larger part of my income came from teaching my
original jewelry designs and beadwork techniques at a local bead shop and
national bead shows. Unlike selling work, which required developing gallery
relationships, competing for juried shows and promoting exhibits, I thoroughly
enjoyed teaching. While it still took time and energy to create designs,
develop instructions, and interact with students, teaching fed my artistic life
in a way that felt like I was sharing with my community.
When I began sketching eight years ago, I had no intention
to eventually sell my work. I had decided from the beginning that my adventures in learning to draw would be nothing more than a creative
exploration. I wanted no financial pressure or motivation. I had no interest in
spending the time and energy required to support the act of selling. (I still
feel that way.)
Teaching, on the other hand, was different. Without the
financial motivation I had when I was younger, teaching could still be
rewarding and creatively interactive. Although I knew I had a long way to go
before I’d be ready to teach anything related to drawing, I kept the idea
tucked in the way-back of my mind.
Hunter's Moon (necklace, 2005; photo by Greg Mullin) |
In the last couple of years, I’ve thought more actively
about teaching, especially since Urban Sketchers Seattle began sponsoring
workshops. Was I ready? Do I know anything that others might want to learn?
What business do I have offering to teach when I still have so much to learn
myself? It was easy to procrastinate for another year, telling myself I wasn’t
ready.
In early January, I learned that Paula Ensign had passed
away (here’s her obituary). Known for her exquisite ink drawings and
unique watercolor style, the Bainbridge Island artist and urban sketcher had
intended to teach in the Seattle USk 10x10 Workshop Program last year, but
illness forced her to withdraw. We had hoped that she would recover and teach
in 2020, and I was still looking forward to an opportunity to learn from her.
Shocked by the news of her death and saddened that there would be no more
beautiful paintings from her, my next thought was utterly selfish: I would now
never have the opportunity to take her workshops.
Although I didn’t know Paula well, her death shook me in an unexpected
way. It suddenly occurred to me that if I feel compelled to learn from someone,
I should do it, because that opportunity may not always be there. At the same
time, if I have something to share that others might want to learn, I should
not hesitate (or procrastinate) to teach it.
Web of My Clavicle (necklace, 2004; photo by Roger Schreiber) |
The same day, just as these thoughts weighed heavily on my
mind and heart, a former student from my beadwork days posted a quotation on
Facebook about personal expression and creativity. Tagging me on the post, she
wrote, “My friend and beading teacher, Tina Koyama, taught me to
think outside the box. Still working on breaking those old habits! This is for
you, Tina!” I was moved that my inspiration all those years ago had
stayed with her.
I won’t procrastinate any longer. This summer I’m offering a
workshop in USk Seattle’s 10x10 program: “Urban Sketching with
Watercolor Pencils.” I still have plenty to learn – about watercolor pencils,
about urban sketching – heck, about everything. But I’ve decided it’s not too
soon to share whatever I know now. In memory of Paula.
Registration information is on the USk Seattle blog.
Registration information is on the USk Seattle blog.
Great!!! I might have to see about a visit to my sister in Tacoma around that time so I can take your class! Beautiful beadwork too!
ReplyDeleteWow, that would be fantastic if you could make it up here for my workshop! I just added a link above to registration info.
Delete"Do I know anything that others might want to learn?" YES!! Yes. I know I am not the only one who continues to learn from your blog posts, how much more so in person. I envy those who have the chance.
ReplyDeleteYour beadwork displays how impressive is your creativity. Love it!
Anne
Thanks so much for your comments, Anne! I appreciate knowing my blog is useful. Writing the blog all these years has helped immensely in documenting and articulating what I've learned so that I can (hopefully) pass it on to others when I teach.
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